Shutters
"I walk this way most every day," he said;
"I've seen you working on your shutters." Redwings
were calling along the breeze, pine shadows rode
new grass. I turned to him; it was the neighbor.
He said, "if I'm disturbing you—." I showed
my palm and what might pass with him for stigma
from the screwdriver when I drove in the screws;
showed how I pinioned gudgeons to the jambs
and pintles to the shutters that the owner
of this house before me had removed, green panels,
louvers painted shut with coats unnumbered,
unnumbered years. "You're new in town; if you
don't have a church," he said, "why not"—and he
raised his boot to the stoop—"consider mine?"
He leaned there, bent on me. I went on kneeling,
studying my hand. The welt on the palm would redden,
darken to bruise. Already a stain was spreading
over life line and heart line. I heard the song
of Kohler's pond downhill: a redwing sang,
but not of our imaginings. He called
to his mate in rushes where the scum bloomed green;
mosquitoes hung there, too young to range beyond
the bullfrog's head agog. My neighbor took
advantage of the quiet. "You putting them up
to keep the sun out," he wanted to know, "or keep
what happens inside happening inside?" That
was no friendly thing to say, I thought and looked
at him as if I had not understood.
The scent of lilacs building into purple,
pausing to mix with whiffs of chalking paint,
hung at the porch side. He chuckled then, as if
to share a confidence. "My church," he said
standing to go, "is around the corner." When
the shutters were hung in their old places, I knew
the wind would blow them shut and open, back
and forth, for I had no shutter dogs. Come storms
they'd bang on clapboards, hard hands of my house
would clap and join the west wind charging around
the corners. I told him I caught his hint—hearing
my shutters clapping, echoing up the sky,
applause to all the region of my house.
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